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Actually it started last year on December 1st; Body Surveillance Day. My mother and my father’s mother have died at the age of 46 because of different body faillures. I became 46 on February 5th 2008 and feared i had to leave my body before my 47th birthday. Working in my WEGHUIS studio on Wednesday October 22nd i suddenly felt very bad, i thought my end was at hand. I fought to survive and after a great struggle i realized i: 1. don’t want to die and 2. want to continue my life. When i had recovered from the sudden illness -it was only an immediate influenza attack- i made an appointment at my practitioners and after a quick check-up he send me to a cardiologist. The expert looking at the result of a small research thought it wise to submit to a 24/7 mobile surveillance, which i agreed upon. I was also scanned in the hospital by a machine that i forgot the name of and the results of the tests were explained to me on December 15th. It seems that although my heart beats irregular it’s nothing to be alarmed about and there’s no need for medication. Thus the specialist closed my file. Ever since this moment of truth i feel relieved and free. I just have to accept that my heart beats its own personal rhythm.